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caramelizingmimolette — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 00:32:20 +0000

www.alisondarlingbeautiful.wordpress.com

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caramelizingmimolette — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 09:02:47 +0000

i will not give my heart away again. horror of horrors tomorrow, actually i’m looking forward to it kinda nice to know after so long exams are here and i’m not prepared but still comforted. god’s really been awesome to me and i’ve all my life to give. i’m not going to be stupid and selfish and earth-being anymore theres nothing here thats worth all he is. chems tomorrow followed by english and double maths- all the best to all the muggers nerds i-dont-give a damn kids and normal stress-bearing almost saturated still clinging on going to die tired eyebag laden beautiful smart girls and boys out there.

Jeremiah 29:11- for i know the plans i have for you. plans to prosper and not to harm you. plans to give you a hope and a future.

stay strong.

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caramelizingmimolette — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 08:58:48 +0000

doesn’t feel like o’s are 2 days away, actually my body clock jammed in june. the hollows caking my eyes are almost opaque like twin planets orbiting moons, funny how we only choose to worship god when we’re all out of options. i think i’ve made the decision to stop running, to stop trying, to stop forcing its quite tiring dont you think, to want things into reality, when you could just leave it all to him. i’m lost for words, and i’m supposed to churn out the best composition of my life in 3 days time. and i laugh, even as the worlds fretting crazy, i’m stress free leaving aside (STRESS: she’s totally rotting eew!! save sam.), and other strange make-believe burdens i think i’ll sleep the rest of the day off its quite wonderful and chilly makes you feel just about right and safe and warm under cloaks of cotton and steaming frapp. school, or no schools just about perfect i’m all for memories and friendships shared, pleasures made or was it the other way around cause unlike us, they’ll never age.

and i’ll churn out a little piece of forever to ensure my immortality. funny how smiling more rids your face of creases and rinkles.

i’m not going to want things into reality anymore: i’m all for trying and leaving. he knows best anyhow.

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caramelizingmimolette — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 08:44:08 +0000

one two three four tell me that you love me more sleepless long nights that was what my youth was for.